smile!

2012-02-17T12:01:00.002+08:00

Hey people .. finally my homebased salon is opened ..

im providing hair styling services and eyelash extension services

look at pics for more info ..

do support also by liking my page can ?
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2012-02-12T02:12:00.001+08:00

my happy valentine present ...

sweet ... =D

**Was a trick , one of the box is empty LOR!

2012-02-11T02:00:00.000+08:00

Went V5(previously "butterfly") yesterday with jacklin!

**new hair color ..

hmmm .. the last time i drank was .. 2mths ago ?
we finshed one bucket of henekien then left..

To sensation ..

then we finshed out balance ..
and im drunk!! LMAO

And today i vomit like hell ...
breathless , vomit non-stop , headache , gastric pain ..

TERRIBLE ..
can't even drink water..

i guess i gotta quit drinking .. *im serious ..

2012-02-09T02:14:00.002+08:00

otw to change my hair color ..
love these color , however it has been a yr liao ..

SO its time to change!!!

Also , i took out my hair extension , its hurting my scalp badly =((

love this legging .. HEHE

2012-02-08T15:57:00.002+08:00

hmmm .. polka dot again .. but with the crystal heart this time =D
yea~ ... im running out of creativity ..

then yesterday i passed my final theory!
finally .. haha

but changing to school soon ..
Cuz i cant really learn from private instructor..

yah .. im a slow learner =D

2012-02-05T07:12:00.002+08:00

went fairprice at NEX just now ,
and i bought lots of groccery!!

and ICE CREAM~~~
so yummy with mini MnMs and chocolate chips..

also , the colourful ice-cream gave me inspiration for my nails!

colorful nails.. LOL

2012-02-04T21:09:00.003+08:00

once again .. im hereby to confirm in a R/S guys CHANGE after 3 months!!!

i've been thru the same thing a lot of time , i tot it's different this time.
BUT IM DUMB enough .. HAHAHAHAHAHA

i rmb someone told me b4 : learn how to pick up and put down ..

i guess it's time to learn how to put down ...

2012-02-03T07:07:00.001+08:00

hmmm . this is nice!
from daiso ..

2012-01-31T09:59:00.002+08:00

few days ago , just done with eve's extension ..
as usual , short to long ... =))

then follow by my nails =)
i done it today!

love those flowers ..
kinda look like chanel camelia

2012-01-29T04:43:00.001+08:00

when im pissed with you , i tend to delete things ..

but i can nv delete you from my heart....

2012-01-26T06:19:00.003+08:00

sry for lack off updates ..
btw .. HAPPY NEW YR TO EVERY ONE!
wish every hv lotsa ang pows!

first day of new yr ..
same old routine ,. went grandma hse..

,

btw people ..
im starting my home-based eyelash extension service real soon ..
**once i found my facial bed =x

Btw , this is the recent lash i done for Jenny..

im using cluster lashes for eyelash extension , because..
is more long lasting ..

pricing from $40-$58 depending on your own preference..
any enquires feel free to email to my personal email
sshheena.bebe@gmail.com (strictly no advertisement to this email)

2011-12-31T22:45:00.002+08:00

im rushing against time always ..
even now im not wrking .. im still ..

WHEN WILL BE THE DAY WHERE TO ME TIME IS NOT IMPORTANT?

why do i need to force myself to recover by popping pain killers just to attend the countdown ?
my pain is like hell .. yet?!!!

2011-12-13T03:21:00.002+08:00

very lovely xmas gift ..
with a love letter inside .. omg ..

2011-12-12T05:41:00.003+08:00

hey dear readers..

i might setting up my eyelash extension and manicure service..

here is a preview of eyelash done on my friend ..

yes .. eyelash extension is bad for the lashes ..
but what's the advantage is...
1) u do not need to wake up early in the morning just to fix ur lashes
2) if u have undefined eyelids , it will enhance your eyelids
3) flawless eyes every moment , ..
even when u just woke up in the morning!!
4) do not need to spend money on good mascara or expensive lashes as I can customize the lashes you wan for you!

and dont worry , i do have a certs ..
i had undergo one to one training with qualified trainers ..

But meanwhile everything had not set up yet ..
just to inform u girls so u can patronize me in future!!

2011-12-05T02:26:00.001+08:00

im still dreaming of this .. LOL ..

2011-12-05T00:03:00.001+08:00

heee . finally . the coin pouch ...

2011-11-26T10:12:00.000+08:00

YEAH!!! $500 flower at aura =)

2011-11-23T10:04:00.000+08:00

Yep .. finally my furniture arrive..
small little change in my room ...

Mmmmm .. i seriously love my room now..

2011-11-22T09:52:00.004+08:00

got my chanel hp pouch and earrings for this season..

the earrings was beautiful , though a little pricey ..(SGD840)

and the hp pouch in red .. is gorgeous..
but is patent , got to be careful , cuz ink from receipts might easily stain it..

Before going out to watch gold class , happy feet..
HEEE . it was my first time to gold class..

as usual .. camwhore b4 heading out ...
Seriously i look like a XMM with only my lash extension,...

then ..
at gold class..
food .

movie .

and i fall aslp watching happy feet =x
haha .. maybe is too musical ,, hahaha

lastly .. winwin

and lotsa love....

2011-11-21T22:11:00.000+08:00

thank you for the flower .. surprise indeed =D

2011-11-20T00:44:00.000+08:00

was working yesterday . woke up at 10pm today ..
Terrible .. and have swollen eyes ..
becux of the eyelash glue =(

my room romantic uh ? heeee
But im alone =D

haha. this time i got 24 bottles of birdnest to finsh!

2011-11-18T00:30:00.003+08:00

went phuture/zouk again ..(FRI)

hahaha .. was awake by jacklin ..
i spent 1hr to choose the attire...

haha! horrible me .

ok .. as usual .. we camwhore in the zouk toilet ..
cuz the lightning suits my iphone cam =D

yep .. after that went sensation n ...
drunk =D

p.s. : left or right ? which way shuld i go ?
(the problem is , im bad with left and right..)

2011-11-17T00:15:00.000+08:00

Went Zouk .. (Wed)
haha kinda boring...

then we went Club sensation ..

Mmmm .. great night..

lastly home sweet home with my win win!

2011-11-16T20:55:00.001+08:00

indeed another surprise!

2011-11-16T20:16:00.002+08:00

bought the eye cream .. im comparing it with La Mer Eye Concentrate...

the texture is rich and creamy . i believe will be good in softening the fine lines..

from what the BA says , this skincare somehow discipline your skin to produce good skin cells.
so even when u dont use the skincare , it will recognize how to produce good skin cells.

AMAZING!

Price : SGD298
not available at airport

, i also bought this whitening essence..
i have heredity pigmentation from my mum ..

been using lots of whitening essence .. but it always ended up very drying ..
i tried shu umera whitening essence before..

frankly speaking , is very good at making ur complexion less "yellow" ..
But the whitening my pigment is not that effective..

So , i decided to try on this!

hope it works well!!

p.s. : i miss u so much ...

2011-11-16T10:08:00.002+08:00

ok .. just now i got a Acid Reflux attack!
thats bad...

but i happen to find a instant relieve for it..
which is ginger tea!!

and is easy to prepare...

Ingredient :
1 ) Ginger , cut it .
2 ) Water (2 times of the amount u intend to drink)
3 ) Sugar

Steps :
1. Grind the ginger , to extract the juice..
2 . mix with a little amount of water and pour it into the pot of water
3 . boil it for 20mins or more (low fire)
4 . then add the amount of sugar you want ..

It's also good for the ladies to drink it as it promote blood circulation ..
is definitely a healthy drink!!!

*** btw , i had fixed the error in my blog

2011-11-15T20:13:00.001+08:00

i got my chanel wallet!

in pink =D

Thank you!!

2011-11-14T05:42:00.003+08:00

went The Cathay Platinum Suite yesterday ..

was good .. but the food soso ..

the seating was great..
my fren said is better then gold class..

hv not been to gold class b4...

but the experience from the cathay was good..

din order much food , cuz most food are unavailable cuz they changing menu ..

watched The Adventures Of Tintin: Secret Of The Unicorn
quite a nice show ..

i would rate it as average =D
Not a boring show ..

2011-11-13T05:38:00.000+08:00

more bird nest for me .. YAY!

thk u for being so nice to me =D

2011-11-12T04:32:00.002+08:00

hmm .. CHANEL BAG!

every girl dream bag!!

the love letter compartment ... hmmm ...
how i wish i hve one letter in the compartment too!!!!!

2011-11-11T04:22:00.000+08:00

indeed a surprise .. thk u =)

do appreciate small little things in life...

2011-11-08T19:56:00.001+08:00

My lower lash extension ...

recently work aint easy for me ..
those politics and worse is gonna compete for sales this week
to see who stay or leave the place ...

Stress...
lady luck pls stand beside me for this week =(

2011-11-05T22:28:00.001+08:00

Another design =)

2011-11-03T04:19:00.003+08:00

damn ... im so stress ...!!!

stress till having a fever now ...

how i wish u were here ..

2011-11-01T21:38:00.001+08:00

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2011-10-09T19:25:00.005+08:00

my belated birthday celebration at Shanghai Dolly !!

was super happy w the belated celebration ..
everything is like a dream
my fav birthday gift ..

believe in love , and it will come back ..

2011-10-03T00:20:00.002+08:00

celebrated my early birthday with LL and KH ..

thk u so much n i love u babes!!!

2011-10-02T01:56:00.002+08:00

my birthday wishlist as requested ;)

1) Fujiflim instant camera (in pink ?) =D

2)a watch?
something like this ..

3)spa vouchers
www.spavintage.com.sg

4)braclet

5)dior make up / skincare ? (to be precise ask me)

AT LAST which is most impt!
6)a very happy birthday !

2011-09-22T15:29:00.001+08:00

Do you promise to fall in love with me each and everyday ?

(i know im a hopeless romantic...)

2011-09-21T11:36:00.001+08:00

pink leopard!

2011-09-16T05:01:00.002+08:00

It's 16/9/2010
and it's lina birthday!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABE!

went to orchard parade hotel , karaoke ..

was quite a nice place..

2011-09-15T11:17:00.001+08:00

He loves you, he loves you not. With the (one of the horoscope) man, your relationship can feel like a pendulum, swinging wildly until it finally settles at a comfortable point. Why can’t he just make up his mind?

VERY TRUE!

2011-09-15T06:36:00.001+08:00

i cant believe he could said such touching words...
it really melt my heart....

2011-09-15T06:07:00.001+08:00

random camwhore!

confuse state again ... =(

2011-09-15T06:04:00.003+08:00

expire post..

Went volar last thur 8 AUG .. (non working)

At volar with the babes =D

Then went aura...

CANDID!!!

2011-09-13T22:11:00.001+08:00

i dun wan to fall in love ...

i c no difference in that ..
im still alone after all ..

2011-09-13T03:46:00.001+08:00

seriously i dislike ppl throw me attitude

2011-09-11T14:22:00.001+08:00

i miss u so much ..
wonder how r u doing ....

2011-09-09T06:17:00.001+08:00

why i can't be with the person i like ?
is like a torture ...

2011-09-08T23:11:00.000+08:00

after all ..
i feel that he dont miss me ..

2011-09-08T22:56:00.002+08:00

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2011-09-07T19:53:00.001+08:00

Able be together with the person u love . is a blessing ..

When can i get such blessing ?

2011-09-06T16:51:00.001+08:00

I'm not happy =(
Upset this few days .. haix...

2011-09-05T17:17:00.001+08:00

The feeling is super weird...

had i put down the past ?
or is just a crush ? i wonder...

2011-09-01T13:44:00.000+08:00

i never thought of someone will be so nice to me ..
someone that appreciate me ...

2011-08-28T07:35:00.002+08:00

how's the taste of being tackle n bully at workplace ??

why is thr so many unfair ?

i dont wanna attack back .. i just wanna defend or rather sign a peace treaty w those irritating ppl.

2011-08-20T17:17:00.002+08:00

im missing u always ... but i can't convey to u ..

2011-08-19T03:50:00.003+08:00

Went Bangkok ..
yes my very first time to thailand ...

Went 6days ..

Let the picture talk .. Lazy to type .. =x

At airpot had dim sum

At Airplane

My sis

The airplane food ..

Our hotel ..

Too lazy to go find food . ordered room service

The wanton mee is super .. DAMN NICE!

Shark Fin! only 300 Baht ..

The fruit stall ..

The egg! so cute n yummy!

The taxi .. So cool right? LOL

Going back SG .. LOL!

2011-08-03T19:02:00.001+08:00

1 year passed , exactly..

Hope u r fine ...

2011-07-31T09:30:00.001+08:00

done with my nails.. polka dot =))

2011-07-30T15:26:00.002+08:00

I rmb someone asked me to do a make up tutorial video , however , im bad at video editing . so i will just do a simple one =D

This is my smokey eyes to work ..

This is before i putting eyeliner , of course . IS a must to put eyeliner , so ur
make up will look 3D

Notice i use a lighter colors on my lid , this is to make my eyelids more obvious

HERE IT GOES :
1 ) Apply a pure white eye shadow at A .
2) Apply a light grey eyeshadow(something like blueish light grey) on C area . To prepare for easy blending .
3) Then Apply sliverish grey on area B , to make eyelid more obvious
4) Use PURE BLACK eyeshadow to blend on area D . Area D is right above ur eyelid line.
5 ) using a shimmery black eyeshadow w fingers , showly blend the entire area C
6) Use a Champagne Color To apply on area E to act as a highlight..

outcome...

2011-07-29T06:34:00.002+08:00

Went to Funan IT mall w jacklin
to buy my camera! =D

then went celia place ..

P.S. : I start to wonder , i want to wait how long 1 year ? 2 years? 3 yearS?
but i gotta keep the faith strong..

2011-07-26T15:03:00.000+08:00

I need these seriously .. now ..

2011-07-18T05:51:00.002+08:00

You know sometimes fate just like to fool you . Last night i was planning to just have supper with jenny and go east coast park slack and have some wine at the beach .. But , after our supper we board the cab . the taxi driver keep telling us about the thai disco "RESORT" @ east coast park .

Then when we reached , me and jenny decide to go there "see see look look" , if it's fine , we will have some drinking there..

HAHA . What shock me most is when the bouncer was checking my IC , i feel there's someone behind me. When i turn back , IT'S HIM!! I was so surprise!!!! is it really fated ? Cuz initially i wanted to meet another fren and go to the beach tgt , but he was too tired . So me and jenny then have the thought of going to the disco .. (*SMILES!*)

Then actually i did not plan to sit the same table with him , cuz somehow i feel very awkward and somehow *SHY* .. yes , whenever I see him . I get *SUPER SHY* n *NERVOUS* . But in the end he was just sitting in front of me then his fren ask us to join him .. *OMG!*

Then somehow , he told me about recently he is not having a good time and is not easy for him to be through it . As usual , i encouraged him . But as usual , he always that 好强 .. Somehow , i knew is not easy for him . but i believe that he will be just fine ..

Then he promised me something (Shhh~ Secret) .. but perhaps is just some 醉话？
Hmms .. but i still put a little faith in it .. just like the past..

可能下完雨过后，你才会来接我。。。 =)

2011-07-15T05:47:00.000+08:00

late updates!!

haha .. i sprain my ankle ..
cuz i fell down when i drunk .. haha!

i forever falling down and i dont know why ..

that day when i fell im quite drunk .. haha
my fren took this pic for me .. haha .. funny eh ..

then rested for around 5 days ?
but as usual , i went drinking ..
just that can't stand too long , no high heels .. =(

2011-07-08T03:47:00.003+08:00

Working!

As usual fridays im at Avatar =)
was told to wear the cheerleading uniform .. HMMMS

well .. camwhore w the babes =D

2011-07-07T05:19:00.000+08:00

如果在有机会给我拥抱你，我会抱着不放开。。。永远都不放开。。。

2011-07-04T10:21:00.000+08:00

Day 2 with my lash extension =)

No make up .. Totally ..

2011-07-04T04:43:00.001+08:00

When im drunk ..
i love to camwhore ..

BUT , not using my own phone ..
my fren's phone .. LOL!!

i just got this pic =p

2011-07-02T01:23:00.002+08:00

Relax day today .
my off day .. surprisingly at weekend ..

Hmms .. went to do my extension at Allen's place
It's only $70 for eyelash extension ..
moreover , he is super patient ..
keep helping me to adjust my extension to my satisfied curl ..

here is the outcome
(With no make up at ALL..no eyeliner / mascara..)

Then as usual .. me and Jenny went feasting .. HAHA
at Jack's Place ..

Mushroom and cheese ..
**menu write suppose to have lobster and crab .. but i only got cheese and mushroom

Then after that went ION coffee Bean and NUA
as usual , i bomb someone's phone =D

The coffee bean at ion is very noisy
more noisier then KOPITIAM!!!

Today is the day we first met each other .. do you remember ?

It had passed one year , but the feeling is still the same ..

2011-07-01T01:13:00.003+08:00

work work work ..
as usual avatar have event on friday ;)

happen to have chance to meet the drifter/racer of asia autosalon 2011 at avatar

He is from Australia

din have much chance to take pic w them as im working ..
but .. overall .. great ntie =D

2011-06-30T11:57:00.002+08:00

Worked Yesterday at Aura! =D

as usual , im late ..
But jenny more late!!!

At the Staff Room

heee!
Thank you for ur $100 Flower

*Edit by Jenny

After that went eat ...
The raw fish is nice eh!!!!
At telok blangah market

2011-06-29T13:57:00.002+08:00

It's a miracle for 4 zombies to wake up before noon and go to a tea house at EAST SIDE
Yes ..

CHRIS TEA HOUSE
At upper paya lebar
NOTE * : They don't allow photography , but we just snap lor

Photo Credits Goes to Sophia

My attire for the day ;)
My long dress ..

After that went city plaza and buy dress

Then went to BBDC to enroll =D

im so spoilt by you =)

2011-06-24T08:35:00.000+08:00

我不想每天喝到醉，然后忘记你。。。

2011-06-20T05:12:00.002+08:00

Heard a lot about you ..
There's good and bad ...

But , what type of person are you ?
Why do i love you till now??

i start to don't understand "love" ..

2011-06-18T01:48:00.002+08:00

Work at avatar today ..

was so tired ... =((

2011-06-16T20:06:00.000+08:00

a wrong choice to change for a wrong person ..

2011-06-16T01:15:00.002+08:00

Went Altitude follow by titanium then orchard KTV ..

hahaha ..

awesome nite with Jenny and Shirley!!

Cant believe we finsh 1 bott wine , 1 bott of martell and 1/2 bott of 18 yrs chivas..

Altitude

Then Titanium

Great nite ..

2011-06-15T16:12:00.002+08:00

Would you let the feeling wash away ?

Just because of my job ..
we can't b tgt ..

it might b a very minor obstruction ,
but is not ..

im stuck in e middle ..
can't carry on , neither can i move back ..

2011-06-13T19:09:00.002+08:00

每一次笑着别人，为何可以为了自己喜欢的人而改变。。
可笑的是，我也不知不觉，为了他而开始改变。。

我既然去问我的朋友还要不要请人。。。（For a day job）

2011-06-12T23:36:00.003+08:00

Went Genting =D
Yeah ..
To those people who know me should know i HARDLY go overseas

I made a exception this time =)
Cuz i seriously need a holiday ..
To isolate myself from Stress...

YES! work DANCER also got stress one hor..

So we stayed in a suite ..
called Maxims ..

Even the lift has security system where you need to slot in the card ,
and when u reached your room lift lobby , u need to slot in the card again ..

So it's very safe!! (Sorry if im "sua gu")

So show some picture of the suite

This is the "Living Room"

The Bed

The Bathtub

The walk-in wardrobe

My Room View

Went to casino , and lose 200RM ..
LOL! my first time to casino ..
But i guess it will be my last ..
somehow i dislike the gambling feel ..

Some camwhore in the room ..
No make Up

Light make-up

Anyway , is a nice journey ..
good exposure =)

2011-06-09T10:41:00.001+08:00

I can't wait for the genting trip on Tomorrow ♥

2011-06-04T09:05:00.001+08:00

very mixed feelings.. =S

2011-06-02T02:55:00.001+08:00

u dont understand me .. till now ..

2011-05-23T16:27:00.002+08:00

Any girls wants to work at Thai Disco Clubs as DANCERS
please kindly email me with your Photo and Details

Name :
Contact :
Vital Stats:
Height :
How many days able to commit(weekly):

To SHEENA-BEBE@LIVE.COM

I urgently need 1 girl this saturday
Basic $100 4 hours job

2011-05-23T11:35:00.003+08:00

Meeting jenny to Bugis to stock up my "working clothes"

Love my leopard print nails..
It's super easy to do , shall do a tutorial next time if u girls wan =)

Then yesterday massage 太大力, now blue black

Let's play a game : How many blue black can u spot? 哈哈！

2011-05-22T18:26:00.001+08:00

Went Jurong Point with Jacklin ..
as usual .. CRAVINGS!!!
おいしい (oishii!)

Then after that went for FOOT REFLEXOLOGY
wau , pain till i SCREAMM!!!!!!
hahaha .. Then jacklin can't stop laughing~
But she's the best la , do foot massage can eat sushi

Then suppose to meet a fren ,
but very tired ..
So i Zzzzzzz at 9 plus..

2011-05-22T10:13:00.001+08:00

Mmmm .. feel like craving sushi

2011-05-21T07:12:00.000+08:00

worked today at avatar today ..
super crowded as thr's a guest DJ ..

Those crowd are like ... "PowerHouse" Crowd?
which i dont really like..

Then very hard to sell 'loh'
BUT.. luckily that someone bought 10 shots for me ..*偷笑*
hahah , later that , i admited that the 10shots are all ORANGE JUICE
yes .. by right should sell tequila or "vodka orange"

But too late , i drank ALL the orange juice shots liao..

You guys should try avatar one day ..
big place =D
i would say it's quite fun ..
and it's something diff from thai disco..

2011-05-20T02:35:00.003+08:00

Ero-Kawaii Instock Bikini Launched!!
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2011-05-18T14:20:00.001+08:00

My stock finally arrived..
i spend 1 hour sorting it ..
faint ..

i'll do the photographs tommorrow

Step by step to step out night life ..

2011-05-18T05:30:00.002+08:00

Went Cine watch Fast and Furious 5..

Trying out my new lash ..
more volume . but shorter..

is a 2hr plus show ..
i would say it's a nice show =)
and a must watch show ..

2011-05-16T15:45:00.000+08:00

Skincare Share~

Ok , im somehow a fairer person
Which means that im prone to pigmentation,freckles...

Basically i have a little pigmentat due to heredity ..

So , is a must for me to use whitening products ..
On the previous post i had introduced the
Spot Corrector from Shu Umera

Then recently i just purchase their whitening essence
Actually i was deciding between SKII and Shu Umera
But after hearing a lot of bad review on SKII ,
i decide to try shu umera as their spot corrector do work on me

Price:$130
This is my 3rd day after using this , i found that my skin do somehow brighten a little
(which is quite fast...)
The texture not bad , non-oily or drying . Just good
heard from the Beauty Advisor , she did mention that this is more for preventing the pigment to darken and form ..

And ..
From my knowledge , essence is to penetrate to the deeper layer or so call the "2nd layer" of the skin to repair ..
In simple , Essence/Serums is to actually "improve" your skin
whereas moisturizers are more to "maintain" your skin conditions

My advice to girls is :
Is a MUST to have a TONER and MOISTURIZER
Serums/essence can be optional ..

If you don't take care now , when you are old , is hard to revert back .
u might need to spend even more to have a good skin.

2011-05-15T06:10:00.003+08:00

I really duno how to deal with myself when im missing him
even i deleted all the photos to force myself not to think of him

i knew he have another girl already..
As he told me the problem he have with another girl
even the girl is not me,
i hope he understand this
"if you love the person , trust the person."

seriously it hurts when i get to know he have someone in mind already since last week
but , i seriously don't know how to get him out of my mind...
i can't deny im jealous or rather disappointed
as i waited for 9 months , yet i got this answer(though is expected)

But , i don't know why .
is not acting "generous" or what ,
just wish to see him happy always..
this is what i always pray for everyday ..

2011-05-14T08:53:00.003+08:00

Work today at avatar ..
love my furry leopard vest..

Soooo tired today

His fren asked me about him during work , i really don't know how to answer them

2011-05-12T08:34:00.001+08:00

Went out with Jacklin and Mamie
MBK then Aura then Butterfly

Fun , but very tired ..

2011-05-11T15:31:00.004+08:00

OMW to altitude..
poor lincoln waited me from 7pm till 11pm
think no one can beat his record liao~~

Reached Altitude..
Imagine its 62 storey high!
Open bar concept

love the music thr..
i would rate 5Stars!!!

It's really 360 degree~

So romantic

After that we went beds , follow by Shanghai Dolly..
As usual , drink drank drunk ..
But since v v v v long i go out n drink during my off days eh..

Damn funny~

This pic look very les eh..

She's in her own world..

So cute .. Gotta wear a chef attire

Lastly me n bouncer!! I look so small..

ok .. enjoyable nite =)

2011-05-10T06:50:00.001+08:00

i have a very unhappy shopping experience with
www.taoagent.com

yes .. i have not receive any status update since 25 APRIL till now 10 may

i had paid for my items..

till now .. NO NEWS

2011-05-08T13:30:00.002+08:00

Worked at avatar last nite
As usual .. IM LATE =x

was so funny when i danced the 3rd set
they have the chinese techno ..
which sings something like
“你这么能让我心痛.....”
i can't stop laughing at the podium ..
same goes to the other dancers...

then as usual , tequilas made me somehow drunk ..

but thank god managed to sell ..

ok ..gotta rush my appointments =D
Happy mothers day!
i love my mummy!!!

2011-05-07T07:14:00.004+08:00

yes! today is my WORSE day .. EVER!

is ok..
if those who know me well
should know im waiting for a person for ard 9months?
n today i cam across his best fren n he told me "not to wait anymore"
The reason is he is not ready to settle down ..
HAHAHAHA!
i cried , yes i did cried..
then laughed at myself for being such a fool
and believed in those " faith " ?

comeon! rubbish!!!!
thk god... i got the courage delete all the photos
yes i did delete ALL ..
is v painful , but when i think ..
he cant accept what i am , and why am i working for..
i really can't think of any reason to love him ..

i know is really freaking hard to let it go ..
but it's really time ..
i hope he find his right one ..
since im working night life..
i simply dont suit him ..

Even i tried to set up my own busines(though its halfway)
so i can quit this night life thing..
but he simply dont understand..
i really feel like a FOOL...

im not gonna wait anymore..
or love him anymore...
thks for what he fren told me..

WHATS THE BEST..
i went aura n heard that the agent for weekend gonna put 2 girls at weekdays..
ok .. im gonna die v soon lor ..

i really dont get it.. GOD really wna challenge me
BUT IM NOT LOSING

i dont care..
im being too kind or rather good..
ALL THESE THING HAD WAKE ME UP

thanks! everything ..
im gonna accept it.
and stay strong all by myself.....